Looking east from John's house in Winter. |
One of the aspects I enjoy most about my current work is the
opportunity to meet and interact with people from all over the United States. After
working with more than 80 corporations scattered across three countries and 30
different states, you develop an appreciation for the sheer breadth and variety
of experience in this world. In part because of this experience, I have come to
believe that everyone has a story worth telling, everyone.
Four years in this current, and at times unsatisfying, position
has taught me a great deal about what matters to me in a career. Ironically, had
this job stretched me more than it has, I might never have asked the questions
that have lead to these realizations. Chalk that up for silver linings. In
terms of revelations, it turns out that meeting and getting to know people, the
act of discovering or unearthing their “story,” really motivates me.
In my mind, some of the most compelling stories are nothing
more than those threads of real-life events and seemingly inconsequential decisions
that over time weave the fabric of life. If recounted honestly and with sincerity,
these stories are far more engaging and edifying than the schmaltzy, celebrity-oriented,
air-brushed garbage you read in the tabloids. In the act of sharing their lives
with me, these people become my friends and sometimes even my mentors.
Looking SW from John's house in Winter. |
Divine Providence
As Rachael will attest, I have spent a great deal of time
worrying and whining that my work here at Serengeti has too little to offer me
in terms of real growth and career development. Were I to lose my job, not so
hypothetical a proposition to one who has lost a job, I have worried that my
time at Serengeti wouldn’t lead to meaningful work elsewhere.
I base these concerns on such arbitrary standards as how
easily I dispatch with my responsibilities at work, and the amount of time I
actually spend in the saddle at work. In reality, I have come to see that I
have never had a position for which I was imminently qualified in my own right.
Nope, every job I’ve ever landed came to me through an act of divine
providence. No kidding.
Fortunately, over the last year or so, the film has begun to
wash from my eyes. On more than one occasion, I have received clear impressions
that I am where I am for a reason. I don’t understand all the reasons, and this
isn’t the time or the place to expound on my suspicions. It occurs to me,
however, in those quiet moments of reflection, that perhaps it is the friendships
with clients that keep me here. They have undoubtedly enriched my life—in more
ways than one.
VSI
Two or three months back I received a new client by the name
of Veterinarian Science Incorporated†.
My counterparts at VSI included the general counsel, a soft-spoken but
clear-sighted man, and his gal Friday, a direct and driven woman with motherly
tendencies.
Working in the legal industry, you learn to tread lightly.
Over-inflated egos, like so many landmines, lurk around every corner.
Fortunately, our very first call revealed that the folks at VSI had a
refreshingly unassuming manner. As is often case, within a couple calls we
began asking about the weather and each others’ families. We became so close
that Donna, the paralegal, began regaling me with pictures of her daughter’s
bike collection and her grandsons riding mountain bikes outside of Denver.
As hokey as it may sound, I find that sort of thing deeply
satisfying.
Looking SW from John's house in Summer |
The Dream
Not too far back, I mentioned to John, the general counsel, that
my personal dream in life is to own enough land to justify a tractor. Imagine
how cool it would be to roll out of bed, stumble into the garage, and hit a
private circuit of mountain bike trails within 30 seconds of your morning
prayers and to never once leave your property! Sounds to me like nirvana. The
only thing better would be to craft those trails with your own blistered hands,
a Stihl, a John Deere, and copious amounts of sweat. George W. Bush found his
dream, mountain bike trails included, in Crawford, Texas.
Anyway, during this call, John mentioned that he owned
acreage just outside a small town in northern Colorado known as Livermore. This
prompted a whole raft of questions. Pretty soon he was painting a mental
picture for me. Turns out, Livermore is halfway between nowhere and the Wyoming
border, just inside the foothills of Colorado’s Front Range. After a few minutes,
John volunteered to send over pictures of his property.
John’s pictures prompted this post. Everyone one of the images
ornamenting this post was taken from the vantage of John’s home. The broad arc
of heaven, the undulating terrain wreathing by the forested hills in the
background, and the semi-arid vegetation all speak to my soul.
Together, these pictures represent for me the realization,
vicarious though it may be, of a dream. So ultimately, I guess all this
rambling begs one fundamental question: “How bad is my job if I manage to discuss
my dreams and see them fulfilled here?”
And perhaps more to the point, “Does that make this my dream job?”
†The
names of individuals and corporations in this story have been changed to
protect the innocent.
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